Crow reminds us to learn to trust our intuition and personal integrity, to create our own standards, whether or not they match those of the world around us...It is said that in the courtship process the male crow's voice takes on a singing quality. This tells us what the basis of sacred law is. There is one unfailing principle by which we can test our principles, that of unconditional love.
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
I miss him.
To paraphrase a friend, I don't miss him in a need something kind of way, I miss him in a to remember him makes my heart smile way.
I don't resent him for being away, for doing what he does, what he feels he has to do. I am not mad at him for being deployed; I am not mad at the CF or railing against fate because of the circumstances we find ourselves in.
I can call to mind the feel of his arms around me, the weight of his chin resting on top of my head as he holds me, and feel a bittersweet comfort from the memory. I can feel the synchronicity of our breathing when we are together, imagine the feel of his skin on my cheek, and have the sense of peace settle over me, even though there is half a word between us in geography.
I miss him. Intensely. Many times throughout the day.
I love him. I miss him.
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ReplyDelete((positive energy)) Isn't it great to recall the love in your heart...it makes you feel special.
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