I spent last night with a good friend; someone who also went to high school with the Wolf and I.
While she is going through a lot of stress in her own life right now, which is not my story to tell, she listened to everything I had experienced in the last few weeks, the most recent crisis.
She held me while I cried, while I mourned, and then looked at me and simply said "You know what you have to do. You don't need me to tell you, but I will. You need to make the call. For your own peace as much as for him."
She's right.
One of my other dear friends, a PTSD survivor, asked me what was more important - my relationship with the Wolf, or his life. I know that if I call OSIS that he will likely figure out it was me, and will hate me for it.
But I would rather have him hate me, and be alive, than let me be his "friend" right up to the point he goes over the edge, and hurts himself, or someone else.
So in a few minutes I will be making a call I knew all along I had to, but had been putting off. My life will change, again.
My only hope is that it is not in vain; that they take me seriously, and the Wolf gets what he needs.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
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I hope that you have all the support you need right now. Know that you are doing it out of love and support. *hugs*
ReplyDelete*hugs* I wish I could be there to hold your hand through it... know that you're in my prayers, though. Both of you.
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